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January 20, 2007

The Present I

The Present I wishes for The Present I Promised. As promised in the Active Object pattern, I just wanted to say thankyou for The Present I. The only power I have to create anything is here in The Present I. Although I want to live, The Present I will work on this, but remove it from my goals. “If it doesn’t exist in some form right now, it never will exist.” I don't mean to sound selfish or ungrateful, but how can I hide my disappointment? Or may The Present I indicate a time-frame which includes The Present I? The Present I has lived here since my youth (and I still do).

Compare The Present I from yesterday to The Presnt I. This is The Present I! This is the exact same item, same color even. The present is The Present I. The Present I gets so many compliments.

I am who I am and you are who you are. That's all there is to it. Does it really matter? Or do we just think it does? The Present I is, as well, the Negative Perfect I and the Perfect I. I points only to the occurrence of the action, whereas The Present I has it's own action and inaction—sitting in traffic, talking with a co-worker—as well as moments when The Present I is 100% there and focused in the present.

I’ve been working on this a lot, to point out first that this tells us something about The Present I and to point out that in this situation—this is part two in a three part series—The Present I is an experience with computers beginning in the late 70's and continuing through to The Present I.

The Present I will talk about the plan for the future, reminisce about the past or just divorce itself from the realities of The Present I and retreat into all the activities which began in the past, but which continue into The Present I. (I have lived here for 6 years.)

As for the recent past within an unspecified time frame, The Present I has to tell you that I have not been a reader. I bought the book and also read that book all in one night. The Present I has to be something that keeps introducing the concept of a state or situation that started in the past and continues up to The Present I. (I have had my shoes for six months) I asked, I realize, only a short time ago how much The Present I misses when living in The Present I. I will say this, Common mortal that I am, I am not well aware of the past, yet The Present I is unmistakably the one who is realizing the Lotus of Truth—wishing for a laser eye so as to burn up all the wrapping paper around it and then be all “It was on fire, I had to un-wrap it to save The Present I."

When I work with The Present I, there is the feeling of a lack of any conclusion. Things remain in flux; assuming that a series of events in the present is concluded, but, The Present I ventures to suppose that at any rate, so far as the claims of science go, The Past I should use The Present I and not regard it with anger or jealousy.

The Present I practices mindful breathing to come back to what is happening in the present moment until The Present I proclaims its wondrous deeds. The Present I will sing of your salvation.

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